"I am destroyer I am lover.." la la la
so Gary and I had our first big fight and then our first big reconciliation. done in a very loving and clam fashion. so i feel much better now about that. i hate being angry at people.
Last night somehow actually worked out- how, i haven't a clue. being that none of us had actually spoken to the others about times and meeting places and the like. guess we just had that inner spirit guide kickin'. muchos fun and a joke gone awry, leaving me with this little packet of cocaine in my hand as Paul bolted out of the bathroom.
me: "What up Paul, whatcha got for me?" (thinking this was funny but he took it seriously- oops)
paul: (sliding a small folded piece of paper into my hand hurriedly)"oh you want some? here hon, don't worry about - enjoy!" and then whoosh, he's gone.
and i'm standing going "but i.. but ... um... wait a minute im holding coke in my hand i should put it in my pocket or something. wait a minute- i don't do coke. what the fuck just happened and what the fuck do i do with this? but... sigh"
heh.
what i wound up doing with it i'll leave up to your imagination.
;)
okay lets see...
Saturday: clean car, go to Q and not drink
Sunday: what else but Queer as Folk!!!
Monday: hanging out with Sebastian
Tuesday: far too many appointments
Wednesday: another appointment
Thursday: you guessed it! another appointment.
and that's about all i've got so far. sounds like a riot, huh.
my top secret dowloading program has been very good to me lately. thank you internet.
that is all.
"ta ta"
Last night somehow actually worked out- how, i haven't a clue. being that none of us had actually spoken to the others about times and meeting places and the like. guess we just had that inner spirit guide kickin'. muchos fun and a joke gone awry, leaving me with this little packet of cocaine in my hand as Paul bolted out of the bathroom.
me: "What up Paul, whatcha got for me?" (thinking this was funny but he took it seriously- oops)
paul: (sliding a small folded piece of paper into my hand hurriedly)"oh you want some? here hon, don't worry about - enjoy!" and then whoosh, he's gone.
and i'm standing going "but i.. but ... um... wait a minute im holding coke in my hand i should put it in my pocket or something. wait a minute- i don't do coke. what the fuck just happened and what the fuck do i do with this? but... sigh"
heh.
what i wound up doing with it i'll leave up to your imagination.
;)
okay lets see...
Saturday: clean car, go to Q and not drink
Sunday: what else but Queer as Folk!!!
Monday: hanging out with Sebastian
Tuesday: far too many appointments
Wednesday: another appointment
Thursday: you guessed it! another appointment.
and that's about all i've got so far. sounds like a riot, huh.
my top secret dowloading program has been very good to me lately. thank you internet.
that is all.
"ta ta"