May 10, 2004 11:57
no more bars until thursday. yup.
much needed health break.
anyhow, my friend Nate's friend that he grew up with, i'd met once years ago, was shot in the head and neck the other day. He was the guy (Nate) that amongst our teenage self afflicted wounds taught me how to butterfly my monstrosity of an arm mutilation. so last night, when i ran into him again, all i could do was recount Brian's 'death' and attempt to console. i wish i could do more. i wish i could have said more. said more things that he may have heartfeltedly conneted with. but shit happens. and that's just conclusion he kept repeating.
so today:
1. dishes
2. put clothes away
3. get hold of Jim N. to crack down on the storyboarding
4. whatever happens next happens
mother's day was interesting. not so sure i'd call it "a good time" but at least the pizza was good. woo.
oh yeah, and depending on whether or not i can find my missing money, perhaps Xhedos for some local misanthropes playing music. not me though, not today. gotta kick the rest of this cold thing so i can sing without being booed off the stage heheh:)
i miss joe grey. i miss brian. i miss JwwJ. mostly, I MISS MAKING MUSIC WITH PEOPLE.
what up people? and why no music making!? tis the time for it.
well i have nothing of interest to say so i guess i'll stop.
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