2012 My Year of Strength
I'm not into making new year's resolutions, last year I dubbed my year of CHANGE and boy, what changes we as a family made! it was a hell of a year 2011 for changes that is a definite without a doubt.
2012 I am labelling as MY year of STRENGTH
Strength to see massive improvements in my health issues through whatever scary pathway that leads me on the way
Strength to take excellent care of ME, continue to adapt and build on a new positive attitude towards Myself.
Strength to close the door once and for all on previous emotional and painful issues, celebrating them through creative process instead so they are on the outside instead of lingering within threatening to pop up at will.
Strength to make improvements where improvements can be made.
These are my promises towards Myself for 2012 and so far things are feeling very positive, I have begun my STRENGTH journal, planned a darker reflective one which I will start working in as soon as I can develop some form of privacy in which to work alone for half an hour each evening and I have allocated time on the calendar just for Myself to use which doesnt include anyone else in our family household. Its been necessary to physically do this as well as mentally planning the time slots because otherwise I simply do not get any time for myself, every waking moment is ordinarily taken up with members of my beautiful family which I havent minded up until now, well not always, there has been the odd occasion where I've wanted to scream to be left alone but havent, so I already know this one is going to take a great deal of strength to see the plan brought to fruition, time just for me, half an hour each evening that's all I'm asking out of the 24 hours, that means they still have 23 1/2 hours of me for the rest of the day. I need to do this to finally sort myself out and be free to move on into 2013!
2012 I am labelling as MY year of STRENGTH
Strength to see massive improvements in my health issues through whatever scary pathway that leads me on the way
Strength to take excellent care of ME, continue to adapt and build on a new positive attitude towards Myself.
Strength to close the door once and for all on previous emotional and painful issues, celebrating them through creative process instead so they are on the outside instead of lingering within threatening to pop up at will.
Strength to make improvements where improvements can be made.
These are my promises towards Myself for 2012 and so far things are feeling very positive, I have begun my STRENGTH journal, planned a darker reflective one which I will start working in as soon as I can develop some form of privacy in which to work alone for half an hour each evening and I have allocated time on the calendar just for Myself to use which doesnt include anyone else in our family household. Its been necessary to physically do this as well as mentally planning the time slots because otherwise I simply do not get any time for myself, every waking moment is ordinarily taken up with members of my beautiful family which I havent minded up until now, well not always, there has been the odd occasion where I've wanted to scream to be left alone but havent, so I already know this one is going to take a great deal of strength to see the plan brought to fruition, time just for me, half an hour each evening that's all I'm asking out of the 24 hours, that means they still have 23 1/2 hours of me for the rest of the day. I need to do this to finally sort myself out and be free to move on into 2013!