frosted flakes
I have had one of those days where I feel as if my heart has sunk to the bottoms of my feet.
One of those days where I will never love again
One of those days where your ex and his boyfriend post the same picture of themselves on both their profiles of them so happy together.
One of those days where your ex gf calls you dear and pats your head.
One of those days where your ex celebrated his anniversary but never wanted to do that silly cheesy romantic stuff with you.
These are the things hat made me want to never leave my house again.
One where you realize that even if your ex got married to the person they are dating you could never ever ever be happy for them because jealousy has reared its ugly head. But you would have to pretend to be happy.
One of those days where I realize I may still be in love with one of my exes. even though its been a long time.
I feel like I am wating my time being so sad but what else should I worry about. Student loans? not having enough money to buy food? Barely making enough to pay for rent but not being able to afford to move neither within the city or outside of it ? worrying that Erin comes back in November and I havent the money for first/last/deposit ? Worrying about telling my mother I am trans? Worrying about never seeing my nephews and niece again? well I guess I could worry about those things if I wanted to but Id rather focus on my sad broken lonely heart
One of those days where I will never love again
One of those days where your ex and his boyfriend post the same picture of themselves on both their profiles of them so happy together.
One of those days where your ex gf calls you dear and pats your head.
One of those days where your ex celebrated his anniversary but never wanted to do that silly cheesy romantic stuff with you.
These are the things hat made me want to never leave my house again.
One where you realize that even if your ex got married to the person they are dating you could never ever ever be happy for them because jealousy has reared its ugly head. But you would have to pretend to be happy.
One of those days where I realize I may still be in love with one of my exes. even though its been a long time.
I feel like I am wating my time being so sad but what else should I worry about. Student loans? not having enough money to buy food? Barely making enough to pay for rent but not being able to afford to move neither within the city or outside of it ? worrying that Erin comes back in November and I havent the money for first/last/deposit ? Worrying about telling my mother I am trans? Worrying about never seeing my nephews and niece again? well I guess I could worry about those things if I wanted to but Id rather focus on my sad broken lonely heart