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[nearmirage]

do you know whats it like to still be in love with someone and then see them
and have to see them being in love with someone else
its pretty depressing

I was nice to caitlin
she doesnt want me to
I was "too nice"
i pretended I was hurt when she told me to leave her alone
but I really was more than she will ever know
I have a pain in my little heart
my heart is little because no one loves me in that special way
I feel so abandoned
tossed aside
I also dont like how a person pretends to be your friend when you are dating their friend and then pretty much pretend you dont exist after you break up
then they proceed to do that to the new person too
I wish I could warn the new person
I feel so tossed aside
Also left out
I cant even tell anyone