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[nearlyharmless]

I am ready to collapse.
this is too much, I cant stand it!!
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I'm afraid to ask but I cant handle not knowing anymore

I never thought that I would be the fuck up in my class
I dont actually know for sure if I am screwed
but i dont want to know the answer either
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and I can't stop thinking of her
that's an understatement.

the text you are reading right now can NOT express how much i am going insane right now.

I have realized just what it is like to be depressed, not just sad, but physically and mentally drained. I don't understand what happened or went wrong but I do know that she hooked me. I have never ever EVER cared so much for another girl before. there is nobody else that I MISS so badly other than my own family.

I dont think there are very many people that would admit something like this...
but...she makes me smile...and she makes me cry...
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how?..
WHY?..
when? did it ALL GO SO WRONG??