But I like being submerged in your contradictions dear
Halloween just ended up being wandering from "party" to "party", Berklee music thing for like half an hour, and then wandering from food place to food place. The parties in the halls on campus were okay. Not really that much dancing but yay candy! AASIA party was just like.. eating and talking to people and taking pictures. Oh, Jaye and I also went to Starbucks, which it must be noted, the smoothies suck. Maybe I'll get hot chocolate next time. Caffeine does like nothing for me. So I could have gotten coffee, but I wasn't in the mood for it. Eventually stayed at Kerr party for awhile, where some people were dancing, danced a little bit.. and then went back to dorm. Luckily, my suitemates hadn't left yet, so I waited for them to get ready and went off to Berklee to see a music thingie. Didn't really understand what the guy was singing, but it was pretty good. The boys at Berklee are cute and musicians.. I want one.Then we were planning to go to a party, but didn't know where it was and so had to wait for people.. and then they ended up leaving us at Wendy's and we were like "what?" but apparently the party sucked and so they just went in cabs, and then came back to campus afterwards. But we went from McDonald's to Wendy's (both of them kicked us out) to Little Stevie's (pizza) and finally home. Well, okay, we tried to rent scary movies, but no one had their blockbuster card or actual ID.. so. It didn't work. There was the Berklee afterparty we could have gone to, but by then my feet were like ahh, and I didn't think I could dance and some of my suitemates suggested the movie thing so I came back with them. Then I preceeded to stay up until 3, even though I had to meet up with a friend at 11 this morning for breakfast and walking around to take pictures. Jaye and I have fun together wandering though. And the weather has been warmer lately, so that's good. Haven't experienced extreme cold yet..
I am so nocturnal. Ridiculous! During the day, I'm just like sluggish and everything.
I know I should do homework, but I'm kinda just like "eh, whatever". I'm still kinda sleepy. But napping just makes me want to stay in bed for like ever. Which then too much sleep is bad. WHYYY? I'm going out for dimsum tomorrow with my mentor and some friends, so I do need to do something today! Maybe. I studied somewhat for psych on Friday, at least. I just feel like Saturday is the day to be lazyyy. Which I think a lot of people do. So that doesn't help. I like the rush of procrastination. Except I haven't felt that lately, which is wierd. I think I'm less dedicated to school here. And I know that sounds bad, but I don't know, it's how I am right now. Motivation is so hard to find. I feel like I'll never feel satisfied with how much I study and such. So... I don't even try that hard. I'm just feeling quite apathetic, I guess. But I have to maintain B average to keep scholarship, so I will.
I still need to buy stamps for my postcards that I bought like 3 weeks ago. I just suck at getting myself off campus during the week and on Saturdays.. I'm still lazy. Woot? On the USPS online store, they only sell postcard stamps in coils of 100. Who sends that many postcards?
I need to learn how to write Chinese characters for real now. Not just pinyin on the computer and then recognizing them. AHH! The book is silly. THEY JUST EXPECT YOU TO KNOW OR SOMETHING. All those ferking strokes.
I need books to read. Spending so much time on the internet cannot be good for me. But I get too lazy to go get books. Even though campus is small, and I have Barnes and Noble giftcard, so I could just go to the bookstore and buy some. And I don't know what some good books are. Hrm.
My birthday is in 14 days. I will be 18. Wowww.
I am so nocturnal. Ridiculous! During the day, I'm just like sluggish and everything.
I know I should do homework, but I'm kinda just like "eh, whatever". I'm still kinda sleepy. But napping just makes me want to stay in bed for like ever. Which then too much sleep is bad. WHYYY? I'm going out for dimsum tomorrow with my mentor and some friends, so I do need to do something today! Maybe. I studied somewhat for psych on Friday, at least. I just feel like Saturday is the day to be lazyyy. Which I think a lot of people do. So that doesn't help. I like the rush of procrastination. Except I haven't felt that lately, which is wierd. I think I'm less dedicated to school here. And I know that sounds bad, but I don't know, it's how I am right now. Motivation is so hard to find. I feel like I'll never feel satisfied with how much I study and such. So... I don't even try that hard. I'm just feeling quite apathetic, I guess. But I have to maintain B average to keep scholarship, so I will.
I still need to buy stamps for my postcards that I bought like 3 weeks ago. I just suck at getting myself off campus during the week and on Saturdays.. I'm still lazy. Woot? On the USPS online store, they only sell postcard stamps in coils of 100. Who sends that many postcards?
I need to learn how to write Chinese characters for real now. Not just pinyin on the computer and then recognizing them. AHH! The book is silly. THEY JUST EXPECT YOU TO KNOW OR SOMETHING. All those ferking strokes.
I need books to read. Spending so much time on the internet cannot be good for me. But I get too lazy to go get books. Even though campus is small, and I have Barnes and Noble giftcard, so I could just go to the bookstore and buy some. And I don't know what some good books are. Hrm.
My birthday is in 14 days. I will be 18. Wowww.