Jul 15, 2005 22:21
I hate this town, I hate everything thats going on right now, I hate the things I do, I want to get the fuck out of here and not come back, I want to start over, I need sleep so badly and the only good sleep I can get comes in a pill and guess what they won't let me have any more. God damn doctors. My rant on hitting bottom is slowly becoming true, its keeps pulling me back, nothing every changes, I need to get away from here so badly because this town is so full of filth that I can't get away from it.
I'm going to go stare at the ceiling in my usual mockery of sleep until dad calls for me to come and pick him up. Good night all...