one place I can post it without worrying
Because the person this entry refers to has accounts on other outlets I could use for this, it's only here.
I feel REAL good about something, with someone. We've been talking a lot the last few days...I think she knows, for Myspace-related reasons, that I'm interested in her but continues to talk to me. That's always good news.
That said, a few months from now I will do something stupid to blow it with her, just like I have done with any girl that has had even a remote interest in me in my life...heck, I've done that with many girls who didn't have an interest but might have if I hadn't acted like a 13-year-old schoolboy with a crush around them all the time. This is life when you've never had a girlfriend (and speaking of that, I pledge never to get drunk again, ever. I did one time and did something stupid that I now regret). You assume everything will go wrong...and it usually does.
Hopefully that will change.
I feel REAL good about something, with someone. We've been talking a lot the last few days...I think she knows, for Myspace-related reasons, that I'm interested in her but continues to talk to me. That's always good news.
That said, a few months from now I will do something stupid to blow it with her, just like I have done with any girl that has had even a remote interest in me in my life...heck, I've done that with many girls who didn't have an interest but might have if I hadn't acted like a 13-year-old schoolboy with a crush around them all the time. This is life when you've never had a girlfriend (and speaking of that, I pledge never to get drunk again, ever. I did one time and did something stupid that I now regret). You assume everything will go wrong...and it usually does.
Hopefully that will change.