Sep 20, 2004 20:48
I have come to realization that the road of my life i must travle myself. NO ONE can be with me nor help me on my way. There are people that I have told "We are on the same path," but we are not. You know who you are! After the past few days I have thought about alot of things in my life. Love for one: Live is everchanging. I love someone who does not love me. But I see, now, that that is ok. I can still love but now is the time to move on. I must learn from the past; it tells me to forgive and FORGET! You know what it is like to love someone who does not love you back? I know you do, lol. So....here I am at the croosroads of love and life. The road that i was travling w/ a partner ends. A jurney of my life has now ended and a knew begans. So on a more somber not, I am still waiting for the call that will send me on another journey to the eating disorder clinic. As of right now I am doing better that i was a few weeks ago! And i know that i will continue to do better only, and only if, i continue to hold on to my convictions. Sorry to the person this is about, but you must now travel alone. This does not mean we cannot be very good friends anymore, but i will not be so willing to be there as much as i was. You will be treated as a friend of mine, nothing more. Well i am done for now, thanx you all for your love and support! I will need alot more for this new journey i am about to embark.
Friend till the end,
Anthony DeLao