Words of wosdom.......
So as most of you know I am home from the hospital. It will be a week on wedsday seince they relesed me. I have been thinking alot about life and truth. Well in live and every thing that we do has a begenning and an end. And a swall bart of re-birth. Lets take the most fundemeltel thing that we do on a daily bases. Breathind, it has three aspects to it: a live, death, and re-birth.When we inhale and hold it is, that is the life. When we ex-hail, that is its death. And for a moment there is a pause, that is the begenning of the re-birth. To think that this, something as minute and breathing, can embody a idea so fundememtal to all is uncanny. So my thought on this is that everything that is in exsistance is tiend to this most basic of concepts. Everything lives, dies, and is re-borne beneth the sun and mood. Even the day is bound to this. Nothing is to stay one way forever.
Truth, what can I say about truth. Truth is what we make it, and accept it to be. So things that are may not be so....and visa versa.
We come to see that;things that were, things that are, and things that have not wet come to pass cature our imaginatins. We spend so musch time and energy into thinking about the past, present, and future that we forget the here and now. And essentually that is all we have. Our minds are so incapable of knowing and understanding destany. We jmust exept that the events that have and will take place in our lives are beyond our control. To understand and be content with this is the way to go.
Strenght, what is it? it is the ability to go throu live in the manner you see fit to your self. Not letting the people or things life deture you in a direction that is not what you want it to be.
But most people put up what we like to call walls, this is so that no one can enter our personal space. For protection. But the things that need the protection are still there. It is only bye breaking down these walls that we become truly invinceable. But howdo we do this? by letting go of all the thigs that keep us bound to the past. Acceptance, of the truth. The truth that we were not in control of the events that have hurt us. If we did this there would be no need for walls. So these are lesons i must learn to accept as well as the people in my live.
Now to those of you who read this you have a choice. You cant accept this as truth or deny it as false. Whatever you decide will not effect my course. I must learn to be comfortable with dissagreement and loss.
On a lighter note the is a new boi in my life. His name, Nick Morgan. Some of you already know him. What is supriseing to me is thsat he like me for me. All of me. The good and the bad. We are not together wet but I hope in time that we will be, But only time will tell.
Truth, what can I say about truth. Truth is what we make it, and accept it to be. So things that are may not be so....and visa versa.
We come to see that;things that were, things that are, and things that have not wet come to pass cature our imaginatins. We spend so musch time and energy into thinking about the past, present, and future that we forget the here and now. And essentually that is all we have. Our minds are so incapable of knowing and understanding destany. We jmust exept that the events that have and will take place in our lives are beyond our control. To understand and be content with this is the way to go.
Strenght, what is it? it is the ability to go throu live in the manner you see fit to your self. Not letting the people or things life deture you in a direction that is not what you want it to be.
But most people put up what we like to call walls, this is so that no one can enter our personal space. For protection. But the things that need the protection are still there. It is only bye breaking down these walls that we become truly invinceable. But howdo we do this? by letting go of all the thigs that keep us bound to the past. Acceptance, of the truth. The truth that we were not in control of the events that have hurt us. If we did this there would be no need for walls. So these are lesons i must learn to accept as well as the people in my live.
Now to those of you who read this you have a choice. You cant accept this as truth or deny it as false. Whatever you decide will not effect my course. I must learn to be comfortable with dissagreement and loss.
On a lighter note the is a new boi in my life. His name, Nick Morgan. Some of you already know him. What is supriseing to me is thsat he like me for me. All of me. The good and the bad. We are not together wet but I hope in time that we will be, But only time will tell.