i'm getting all sorts of emo again...
and i can't sleep. bah to these damn feelings. i want to be held by someone who cares. i want to feel wanted by someone else. i want to share my interests and the things that make me happy with somebody. i don't know why i'm getting a change of heart. as recently as a month ago i had the worst outlook on relationships and wanted nothing to do with them. now, for some odd reason i feel like i'm missing out on something spectacular. i'm too scared to make a move on my own to change my situation so basically i'm just bitching for no good reason. maybe i'll become a lesbian! yeah that's it seeing as how i'm too afraid to approach guys in the first place. oh well, maybe my luck will change soon to where everything's looking up vickey...