*yawn*
i haven't gone to bed yet and i'm getting tired now. i have to be up at 8, work at 9, so sleep is pointless.
i went to the mix with carina tonight, or last night, and saw manuel. we talked a bit, drank, then went to brian's afterwards and talked a bit more. then i left wondering what i'm going to do with that...and this...
...the fact i am missing art. i hate that i'm missing art. i think about him about 80% of the time. i need to get a grip on this situation and expect the worst...but hope for the best? i don't know what the hell to do now...
i should sleep but i might oversleep for work. damnit. i guess i'm forced to say awake now and think about boys...
i went to the mix with carina tonight, or last night, and saw manuel. we talked a bit, drank, then went to brian's afterwards and talked a bit more. then i left wondering what i'm going to do with that...and this...
...the fact i am missing art. i hate that i'm missing art. i think about him about 80% of the time. i need to get a grip on this situation and expect the worst...but hope for the best? i don't know what the hell to do now...
i should sleep but i might oversleep for work. damnit. i guess i'm forced to say awake now and think about boys...