hello!
It's been quite a while... many years in fact. Things are so different now, I'm now typing away in my own place, enjoying jazz music on a windy night during the Circuit Breaker period.
There is work tomorrow but it's another Full Home-Based Learning (HBL) day. Schools are closed and students and teachers are at home doing HBL.
What hasn't changed much is that I'm still single, very much single. I always drift in and out of 'relationships' with men who can't commit to a relationship with me. I've come to realise that it's my vibes, I attract the wrong type of men. I need to love myself first, need to be fully committed to myself first. Only when I can love myself fully, will I meet a man who can be fully committed to me.
These days, I'm also been thinking about what is my purpose. I have a stable job, just got promoted to higher grade but somehow, I don't feel as passionate to my job as before. What do I really want to do? I need to figure out...