can we move on from this life?
I have never been surrounded by such selfish people in my life. I am miserable, and can't do anything about it. I am trying my best to be good at what I do, and finish a part of school, so I have some accomplishment for all I have worked for, and it is all a joke to most of my friends, including the most important one. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't fit in here. I want a new job, maybe that will help, but no one is hiring. I want him to open up and tell me how he feels about us, and moving, and life, but that's never gonna happen. It's work, video games, sleep, weekends, work, video games, sleep, weekends. and while I love time spent.. it is usually spent not how I'd like due to tiredness and work and more sleep. Every aspect of my life is on the downhill, and friends are low, and absent because they focus on their lives. I've got one too, but I focus my energy on most other things than myself.. and while it is getting me here for this time being, it;s who I am, and I need to find people who are also like me. People don't realize that if everyone focused on others.. we would all be cared for more than if we are selfish, because we are, and always will be, only one person. I don't get it. I want my pup to come home, and I want to sleep. I want tomorrow to pass without me having to talk to anyone, but that won't happen either. As much as I need people, I really don't like being around them much when I feel this way.