Know Your Disappointments
I took all of my heart's strongest desires (for a mate), as I wrote them in my previous entry, and turned them all around. The result was unexpected.
anti-Companion: "She doesn't really know me. Inside, we're strangers to one another."
anti-Lover: "She never lets me touch her. She's cold towards me."
anti-Playmate: "She sets high standards for me, it's all so serious now."
anti-Reciever: "She does not deserve me. I dislike her."
anti-Muse: "She is boring and no special at all."
anti-Partner: "She holds me back, doesn't want me to change."
anti-Guardian: "One moment she feels this way and the next she feels that way. I'm caught in the maelstrom, helpless."
anti-Spouse: "I do everything in this house, and in the relationship, and she just SITS there, looking discontent."
Aren't these typical relationship problems? All of a sudden, they're connected to the failure of having established important roles... And I mean, if I hadn't these desires, the lack of the roles wouldn't bother me. For each set of desires, is there a respective set of failures?
anti-Companion: "She doesn't really know me. Inside, we're strangers to one another."
anti-Lover: "She never lets me touch her. She's cold towards me."
anti-Playmate: "She sets high standards for me, it's all so serious now."
anti-Reciever: "She does not deserve me. I dislike her."
anti-Muse: "She is boring and no special at all."
anti-Partner: "She holds me back, doesn't want me to change."
anti-Guardian: "One moment she feels this way and the next she feels that way. I'm caught in the maelstrom, helpless."
anti-Spouse: "I do everything in this house, and in the relationship, and she just SITS there, looking discontent."
Aren't these typical relationship problems? All of a sudden, they're connected to the failure of having established important roles... And I mean, if I hadn't these desires, the lack of the roles wouldn't bother me. For each set of desires, is there a respective set of failures?