uh...this is me, idiot...

[nawrik]

I'm an idiot. LITERALLY. I don't know how I will be able to function normally as an adult. I am SO stupid. First, of all...I didn't even know that tomorrow was new years eve. Secondly, I did not know school started on the 7th of January....WHAT??? I thought it started the week after that. Thirdly, I have no money and always think I do have money. My brain...sometimes I hate my brain. Actually I hate my brain alot. I feel like my brain is somewhat similar to the drawer underneath the POS and printers at work. No organization whatsoever. Then I will try to sort things out in my head and I become flustered and stressed. That's how I feel today times FORTY.

I also feel extremely sensitive today. I feel sad or something. Tear, tear. I hate when I feel like this. Ugh...nervous...ugh...

I have to force myself out of this chairrrrrrrrrr....................................

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