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I took today off. I got up at the usual half 5 and simply could not face the thought of being at work. As much as I did not want to use a sick day, I would not have been capable of making it through the day. Let's suffice to say that today wasn't pretty.
I'll have to go to work tomorrow, or else I'll need a drs certificate and I don't care to explain to a complete stranger that I hate myself, I hate my job and I don't want to do this anymore. Don't worry. I think it's primarily a lack of any quality sleep, and a constant headache that begins at the base of my skull and works its way around. This is the other thing that I can see no point in going to the dr for. I've been at different point in the last few years and always get told to drink more water. I'm not taken seriously, so I figure I'll just have to live with it.
The thing that I know I need to do is find something that I enjoy doing, and want to do and develop a way of being able to it with some frequence. At this particular point in time I have nothing to look forward to and nothing that I really enjoy. The thing that was keeping me bouyed in the last month was the possibility of a new job and that has fallen through.
This was the straw so to speak.
I'll have to go to work tomorrow, or else I'll need a drs certificate and I don't care to explain to a complete stranger that I hate myself, I hate my job and I don't want to do this anymore. Don't worry. I think it's primarily a lack of any quality sleep, and a constant headache that begins at the base of my skull and works its way around. This is the other thing that I can see no point in going to the dr for. I've been at different point in the last few years and always get told to drink more water. I'm not taken seriously, so I figure I'll just have to live with it.
The thing that I know I need to do is find something that I enjoy doing, and want to do and develop a way of being able to it with some frequence. At this particular point in time I have nothing to look forward to and nothing that I really enjoy. The thing that was keeping me bouyed in the last month was the possibility of a new job and that has fallen through.
This was the straw so to speak.