Dedicated To My Paris Bum #1
Hay my man,
youd be glad to hear that i did egsactly what u and i spent over an hour talking ahbout and me thinking about some other way around it all. i never thought at the time that id be so oppisite to wat i told you, i was totaly different!
i liked yelling at her, i like making her cry and i loved telling her egsactly what shes done and how i felt and egsactly what i think of her, withc is course a fucking slut! and yeha i said those egsact words!
i cant believe she thinks that by trying to start shit between my ture friends that she can try and make us feel as sad and dirty as she is.
i told her that she has no friends, and that all she is a try hard slut (because just calling her a slut would make her think that people love her) of course the dum bitch denied it all and didnt have the balls to speak up when i yelld at her "what sarah got nothing to say, sarah fucking answer me!!" at the time i was suprised at all that she didnt have anything to say because she had no back up plan, being so sure of her self that i would take her side against bobbie and bianca.
i wish that i recorded it for the fucking world to hear that i put her in her place, i even yelled at her loud enough so bobbie, chole, bianca and emma could hear it through 2 sets of walls in bobies room, apparently emma could hear it down stairs lol hmm im impressed with myself :)
ha thats right this whole time sarah if your reading this i played you! i pretended to be your best friend so i could get in your head and help out darren, so i could had a better chance with jonno, and just to make you feel a little more worthless than you already do right now, i pretended to be your best friend just so you could live another day of hell!
so how dose that feel? bet its worse than squeezing lemon on your wrists, and i bet it cut you deeper than darren ever could. glad you didnt enjoy that coz i admit it was fun, finaly getting all this shit off my chest now i can say wat the fuck to who i fucking want when ever i want. and you know wat, one thing i wont do is fuck every guy i want! thad make me as low as you!
anywayz back to my dearist darren to whom im dedicating this entry to :) hopefuly itl make you realise that im not worth throwing away ?? well i hope it dose. im so happy that you liked the song, i really wanna show jarad on the weekend but im a bit chicken lol. how was the last day of school? bet it was wiked, i think on my last day of school before leavers im thinking about making home made bombs outta empty deoderant cans and blowing up the toilets lol thad be hell funny :)
sorry bbe but i got ta go n do my shit 4 school (sux 4 me)
hope you read this soon
lov shaahni
youd be glad to hear that i did egsactly what u and i spent over an hour talking ahbout and me thinking about some other way around it all. i never thought at the time that id be so oppisite to wat i told you, i was totaly different!
i liked yelling at her, i like making her cry and i loved telling her egsactly what shes done and how i felt and egsactly what i think of her, withc is course a fucking slut! and yeha i said those egsact words!
i cant believe she thinks that by trying to start shit between my ture friends that she can try and make us feel as sad and dirty as she is.
i told her that she has no friends, and that all she is a try hard slut (because just calling her a slut would make her think that people love her) of course the dum bitch denied it all and didnt have the balls to speak up when i yelld at her "what sarah got nothing to say, sarah fucking answer me!!" at the time i was suprised at all that she didnt have anything to say because she had no back up plan, being so sure of her self that i would take her side against bobbie and bianca.
i wish that i recorded it for the fucking world to hear that i put her in her place, i even yelled at her loud enough so bobbie, chole, bianca and emma could hear it through 2 sets of walls in bobies room, apparently emma could hear it down stairs lol hmm im impressed with myself :)
ha thats right this whole time sarah if your reading this i played you! i pretended to be your best friend so i could get in your head and help out darren, so i could had a better chance with jonno, and just to make you feel a little more worthless than you already do right now, i pretended to be your best friend just so you could live another day of hell!
so how dose that feel? bet its worse than squeezing lemon on your wrists, and i bet it cut you deeper than darren ever could. glad you didnt enjoy that coz i admit it was fun, finaly getting all this shit off my chest now i can say wat the fuck to who i fucking want when ever i want. and you know wat, one thing i wont do is fuck every guy i want! thad make me as low as you!
anywayz back to my dearist darren to whom im dedicating this entry to :) hopefuly itl make you realise that im not worth throwing away ?? well i hope it dose. im so happy that you liked the song, i really wanna show jarad on the weekend but im a bit chicken lol. how was the last day of school? bet it was wiked, i think on my last day of school before leavers im thinking about making home made bombs outta empty deoderant cans and blowing up the toilets lol thad be hell funny :)
sorry bbe but i got ta go n do my shit 4 school (sux 4 me)
hope you read this soon
lov shaahni