Throw Your Voice Into An Empty Space To The Ones You Love
hay guys
im so blah at the moment, i have the worst flew since my chest infection at the start of the year. i really just want to go to sick bay or something for the week but i know if i do that ill get behind in all my subjects as we seem to be just doing alot of assignemnts and prep for upcoming tests and exams.
lastnight ha, i got a phone call from jess! whoo hoo! that would be because i msgd him yesterday hinting that i wanted him to be my partner for the ball. so i askd him and he went off lol he loves the idea, coz his mate alex is going and lukes going to be there and bob! so that was really cool ,i sounded like an idiot on the phone coz of my flew! eh im going to sound worse tonight when he calls i guess :(
i also rang darren and we sorted shit out lol i kinda had an "i cant handel this" moment and hes like ill take you to paris and we can be bums on the street and live in cardboard boxes! i love that about darren he can turn my faul moods into a good mood.
sarahs doing really well as far as i can tell, stil seeing the phsyc withc is good and shes happy and im glad shes happy and everyones happy lol.
other than that today hasnt been very eventful, me and chitty were talking about how she finaly got the balls to ask her man to the ball, but is all wired coz her man is like her best mates x or somethingt complicated like that. bobie went back to boarding at lunch coz shes sick.
this arvo im going to bed! and probbly do homework and then call jess (im so falling for him!)
anywayz onto the best construtive thing ive done today is writting a new song. now that our band cause of suicide has broken up, and its just jarad and me, im more than ever writting songs. well here it is!
and until tomorrow .....
PAPER DOILIES
Standing on the brigids of existance,
I swallow my breath for the last time,
Just to kiss and hold you, call you mine.
I can hear the world cry,
Its so hard to risist this,
The way you make me feel inside. (VERSE 1)
To see the future now
It would brake us both down,
Wish i could set this coffin ours, alight,
The grip on a dead rose is so tight. (CHOURUS)
To protect each other
Brake that beloved knife
All i want is you to hold me throughout this after life,
Scream at the top of my voice,
We've made our choice. (VERSE 2)
To see the future now
It would brake us both down,
Wish i could set this coffin ours, alight,
The grip on a dead rose is so tight. (CHOURUS X2)
Rip this seam we call life,
Forever you by my side,
Its so hard to risist this,
The way you make me feel inside. (BRIGDE)
To see the future now
It would brake us both down,
Wish i could set this coffin ours, alight,
The grip on a dead rose is so tight. (CHOURUS X2)
I swallow my breath for the last time.
im so blah at the moment, i have the worst flew since my chest infection at the start of the year. i really just want to go to sick bay or something for the week but i know if i do that ill get behind in all my subjects as we seem to be just doing alot of assignemnts and prep for upcoming tests and exams.
lastnight ha, i got a phone call from jess! whoo hoo! that would be because i msgd him yesterday hinting that i wanted him to be my partner for the ball. so i askd him and he went off lol he loves the idea, coz his mate alex is going and lukes going to be there and bob! so that was really cool ,i sounded like an idiot on the phone coz of my flew! eh im going to sound worse tonight when he calls i guess :(
i also rang darren and we sorted shit out lol i kinda had an "i cant handel this" moment and hes like ill take you to paris and we can be bums on the street and live in cardboard boxes! i love that about darren he can turn my faul moods into a good mood.
sarahs doing really well as far as i can tell, stil seeing the phsyc withc is good and shes happy and im glad shes happy and everyones happy lol.
other than that today hasnt been very eventful, me and chitty were talking about how she finaly got the balls to ask her man to the ball, but is all wired coz her man is like her best mates x or somethingt complicated like that. bobie went back to boarding at lunch coz shes sick.
this arvo im going to bed! and probbly do homework and then call jess (im so falling for him!)
anywayz onto the best construtive thing ive done today is writting a new song. now that our band cause of suicide has broken up, and its just jarad and me, im more than ever writting songs. well here it is!
and until tomorrow .....
PAPER DOILIES
Standing on the brigids of existance,
I swallow my breath for the last time,
Just to kiss and hold you, call you mine.
I can hear the world cry,
Its so hard to risist this,
The way you make me feel inside. (VERSE 1)
To see the future now
It would brake us both down,
Wish i could set this coffin ours, alight,
The grip on a dead rose is so tight. (CHOURUS)
To protect each other
Brake that beloved knife
All i want is you to hold me throughout this after life,
Scream at the top of my voice,
We've made our choice. (VERSE 2)
To see the future now
It would brake us both down,
Wish i could set this coffin ours, alight,
The grip on a dead rose is so tight. (CHOURUS X2)
Rip this seam we call life,
Forever you by my side,
Its so hard to risist this,
The way you make me feel inside. (BRIGDE)
To see the future now
It would brake us both down,
Wish i could set this coffin ours, alight,
The grip on a dead rose is so tight. (CHOURUS X2)
I swallow my breath for the last time.