Open Up Your Eyes . . . . Can You See Me Now???
WHOO HOO CAILEE GOT HER LOG BOOK TADAY! so proud of my gurl, now if she hurries up n gets it done b4 xmas she can drive me round all the time :) lol
mah, taday has been so exhausting for me, i swear all the sport im doing is beginning to catch up with me, like for taday i was so screwd to be botherd doing my triathlon tranning and like we were riding up the most fucking speepst hill (apart from the welshpool hill) and like i was in the lowsit gear u can get and im wasnt really moving much so i was like k, ill fucking get off n walk, n my foot got stuck in the pedal clip n i stackd it lol, yeha wat can i say? it was bound to happen eventualy! my knees r both all scraped up n shit and probbly hell brused by tomorrow but oh well.
oi you wouldnt believe who all of a sudden decided to msg me back today after a frikkn week of nothingness!!! yeha thats rite JONNO! meh hes being a total arse n just decideing not to talk to me! meh all i ever wanted from him at the most of times is to just be friends, and have a good time! but frankly if the guy cant even give me a bit of respect by trying to clear up this frikkn messy brake up we had then his problem! arrgghhh im not trying to be mad, im just really disapointed that a aws guy like he is, can just change in a matter of hours into someone i dont even know, he was so cold about it all. i felt like i never ever was as specail as he said i was unoe?? meh like i said we need to sort shit out!
ha also guess who else msgd me taday?? JARAD! yeha bestist cuz of the year award goes to him! lol nar he wants me to c him this weekend but i cant coz im off with bobbie so im bit cut that i cant c him, but i promise i will nxt weeknd and we can go visit his new gutiar that he still needs to save 400$ for lol :)
OMG! i had the best lil chat with darren lastnite lol, hes so funny! im really glad that i didnt go cold on him about sarah. like today i told my lil group of mates that me n him r friends, they were a bit funny about it, but at tea sarah was saying something about him n me talking and bobie told her to shut up coz obviously for the reason that anyone can be mates with anyone kinda thing, so im really happy that my friends have excepted that fact about me, i cant wait to tell darren tonight he'll be so happy!
and on top of the OMG'S! in this entry there is one more id like to mention before i go off and do my pe studies assignement that i still havent finished is, unoe how i mentiond that guy that i kinda have a thing for, but i dont really know him that well?? ha i rang him lastnight! yeha he was half asleep so i felt really bad, so i only tlakd to him for a lil bit. he was really bumbd to hear about jonno n i braking up coz he knows jonno pritty well, so he could see my point of view on it. but anyways i had totaly forgotten how hot his voice is! :) lol hes rining me tanite WHOO HOO!
anywayz i really gotta get on with this assignement coz im so tight with shit to do
lova shaahni
p.s i get to c my perants sunday :)
mah, taday has been so exhausting for me, i swear all the sport im doing is beginning to catch up with me, like for taday i was so screwd to be botherd doing my triathlon tranning and like we were riding up the most fucking speepst hill (apart from the welshpool hill) and like i was in the lowsit gear u can get and im wasnt really moving much so i was like k, ill fucking get off n walk, n my foot got stuck in the pedal clip n i stackd it lol, yeha wat can i say? it was bound to happen eventualy! my knees r both all scraped up n shit and probbly hell brused by tomorrow but oh well.
oi you wouldnt believe who all of a sudden decided to msg me back today after a frikkn week of nothingness!!! yeha thats rite JONNO! meh hes being a total arse n just decideing not to talk to me! meh all i ever wanted from him at the most of times is to just be friends, and have a good time! but frankly if the guy cant even give me a bit of respect by trying to clear up this frikkn messy brake up we had then his problem! arrgghhh im not trying to be mad, im just really disapointed that a aws guy like he is, can just change in a matter of hours into someone i dont even know, he was so cold about it all. i felt like i never ever was as specail as he said i was unoe?? meh like i said we need to sort shit out!
ha also guess who else msgd me taday?? JARAD! yeha bestist cuz of the year award goes to him! lol nar he wants me to c him this weekend but i cant coz im off with bobbie so im bit cut that i cant c him, but i promise i will nxt weeknd and we can go visit his new gutiar that he still needs to save 400$ for lol :)
OMG! i had the best lil chat with darren lastnite lol, hes so funny! im really glad that i didnt go cold on him about sarah. like today i told my lil group of mates that me n him r friends, they were a bit funny about it, but at tea sarah was saying something about him n me talking and bobie told her to shut up coz obviously for the reason that anyone can be mates with anyone kinda thing, so im really happy that my friends have excepted that fact about me, i cant wait to tell darren tonight he'll be so happy!
and on top of the OMG'S! in this entry there is one more id like to mention before i go off and do my pe studies assignement that i still havent finished is, unoe how i mentiond that guy that i kinda have a thing for, but i dont really know him that well?? ha i rang him lastnight! yeha he was half asleep so i felt really bad, so i only tlakd to him for a lil bit. he was really bumbd to hear about jonno n i braking up coz he knows jonno pritty well, so he could see my point of view on it. but anyways i had totaly forgotten how hot his voice is! :) lol hes rining me tanite WHOO HOO!
anywayz i really gotta get on with this assignement coz im so tight with shit to do
lova shaahni
p.s i get to c my perants sunday :)