Have u Ever? *and some poems*
Have you ever been soo confused about soemthing that has been on your mind for a long time and not have anyone to talk to about it...well that's where i'm at today...i'm tired of life and the way it's going!! I don't wanna pitty or for anyone to feel sorry for me and I don't wanna talk about it soo i'm just gonna shut up and type my poems....
Broken Amore
Through my head the memories run,
I remember you, I remember us,
Now that we're apart,
I have that lonely feeling of emptiness in my heart,
I don't know if I will ever be the same,
I'm afraid of trying to love again,
Afraid to say I love you, and then,
With the fear that it would just be a lie,
My heart cries out for the one,
The one that truely loves me for me,
And won't love me for a while,
Then fall out of love,
Will I find the one,
Or waste my life away searching,
It is so hard to tell,
What I'm feeling,
Is it love, or just a game,
My heart is broken,
My emotions left unspoken,
Neither is helping me through all my past loves,
I've had so many guys tell me they love me,
Then it is never so,
I wish I had never loved,
That none of this would have started,
Now is when I let you be,
I'll keep the memories forever,
Locked away deep inside my heart,
I'll never know, who's meant for me,
Maybe one day the tears will cease...
Leave Me Alone...
I can't stand it anymore,
I curl up and cry on the floor,
It's not the same,
There's no one left to blame,
I sit alone and cry,
Sometimes wishing to die,
I just can't take the pain,
I scream and cry in vain,
All I have left is one friend,
I feel like i've hit the end,
They scream and yell at me,
Please leave and let me be,
Lines of mascara run down my face,
My mind starts wandering into another place,
After this I don't know what I'm goin to do,
The skies are still blue,
And the stars still bright,
And yet I still run in fright.
Childhood Memories...
I remember as a child,
The way you'd look at me,
The way you'd walk out the door,
When all your kids are crying "Don't Leave,"
I can remember the first time I cried,
When you walked away,
From all your pain deep inside,
I hate the way I remember,
All these childhood memories,
Of all the times, I hid and cried,
All alone,
No one around to comfort me,
You told me, you wished I was never born,
It may not look like it,
But it really hurt,
I HATE all those childhood memories!
My New Best Friend...
I feel like I'm deserted,
I feel like I'm alone,
People get down,
But not as down as me.
I have been there,
I have been the extra mile,
I feel like I'm alone,
All my friends have moved on,
Have left,
And now I am alone.
Some people get down,
But not as down as me,
Do you know why I am alone?
Or why I am down?
I was hoping that you would know,
So you could help me.
Can you help me find myself?
I am alone come and find me,
And be my new best friend.
I feel very happy,
I am very glad,
That I have you,
As My New Best Friend.
________________________
I'll write more in here in a while but I don't wanna type anymore I have shit to do...Hope u enjoyed reading my past...
Broken Amore
Through my head the memories run,
I remember you, I remember us,
Now that we're apart,
I have that lonely feeling of emptiness in my heart,
I don't know if I will ever be the same,
I'm afraid of trying to love again,
Afraid to say I love you, and then,
With the fear that it would just be a lie,
My heart cries out for the one,
The one that truely loves me for me,
And won't love me for a while,
Then fall out of love,
Will I find the one,
Or waste my life away searching,
It is so hard to tell,
What I'm feeling,
Is it love, or just a game,
My heart is broken,
My emotions left unspoken,
Neither is helping me through all my past loves,
I've had so many guys tell me they love me,
Then it is never so,
I wish I had never loved,
That none of this would have started,
Now is when I let you be,
I'll keep the memories forever,
Locked away deep inside my heart,
I'll never know, who's meant for me,
Maybe one day the tears will cease...
Leave Me Alone...
I can't stand it anymore,
I curl up and cry on the floor,
It's not the same,
There's no one left to blame,
I sit alone and cry,
Sometimes wishing to die,
I just can't take the pain,
I scream and cry in vain,
All I have left is one friend,
I feel like i've hit the end,
They scream and yell at me,
Please leave and let me be,
Lines of mascara run down my face,
My mind starts wandering into another place,
After this I don't know what I'm goin to do,
The skies are still blue,
And the stars still bright,
And yet I still run in fright.
Childhood Memories...
I remember as a child,
The way you'd look at me,
The way you'd walk out the door,
When all your kids are crying "Don't Leave,"
I can remember the first time I cried,
When you walked away,
From all your pain deep inside,
I hate the way I remember,
All these childhood memories,
Of all the times, I hid and cried,
All alone,
No one around to comfort me,
You told me, you wished I was never born,
It may not look like it,
But it really hurt,
I HATE all those childhood memories!
My New Best Friend...
I feel like I'm deserted,
I feel like I'm alone,
People get down,
But not as down as me.
I have been there,
I have been the extra mile,
I feel like I'm alone,
All my friends have moved on,
Have left,
And now I am alone.
Some people get down,
But not as down as me,
Do you know why I am alone?
Or why I am down?
I was hoping that you would know,
So you could help me.
Can you help me find myself?
I am alone come and find me,
And be my new best friend.
I feel very happy,
I am very glad,
That I have you,
As My New Best Friend.
________________________
I'll write more in here in a while but I don't wanna type anymore I have shit to do...Hope u enjoyed reading my past...