hey...i can update twice in one day right?

[navaehs_tear]

Well shit at home isn't gettin any more easier either...But I think finally things w/ all my guy problems maybe coming to an end...Both of them are gettin ready to move to different states and maybe that's when I'll lose it all...Colby is moving up to Michigan and Will is probably going back to Virginina *or how ever u spell it* I don't really want either of them to leave but there's not much I can do about it is there.....Nope ...din't think so. I think that I might accually be able to hear my heart as it cries and yells at me...it cries for the things i've done and haven't done and yells at me because of the things i've put it through...my arm is finally healing too but I have a nasty little habit of picking scabs so it's bleeding have u ever licked the blood from your wound...he he...Well....me and Will finally accually talked about everything that has been going on and I'm so glad that we finally did because if two people have a problem and just try to foget about it and box it inside it won't fix anything it'll just get bigger...ya know? I just know that my heart loves people and just some it can't let go when in all realitiy it probably should let them go...just so they can get on with their life and at least try to live normally **if there is something called "normal"** I want to be happy but by doing so I'll hurt someone...But also by doing nothing I still hurt them...When all this happened my intentions never were to hurt anyone!! But shit just ended up being that way and now there's not much that I can do about it..Well I'm gonna get off of here and go try to call some pplz...later for now..
**ROCK ON FOR THE HARDER DAYZ!! CAUSE THERE'S ALWAYS MORE TO COME!!**

~Navaeh~