the darker side of our hearts bleeding
so today pretty much sucked it major. i got really pissed off, for a few reasons. but mainly cuz of carrie. i actually had to drain and scrub the hot tub. yea, even though im moving out in like, 2 days. whatever. but what really makes me mad is that it went from "i don't mantain the hot tub like i used to" then, "i really should clean the hot tub" then to "you can tomorrow if you feel like it" and then to "kate, i want that hot tub cleaned before you go anywhere today." Now how does that work? SERIOUSLY?! so i did that today, even though the actual process went chaotic. no joke like things were breaking, getting stuck, screws were stripped, ugh it was like an hour project that took me 3.
then i go outside to ask carrie how to put the filter back on the tub. i walk out there barefoot, cuz, well, yea. she's around the barn and i holler for her. she tells blake to have me come there to her, she doesn't need to go to me when i call. No kidding i heard her tell him that. yea can someone say "BITCH."
then...oh THEN. i come downstairs and i get asked to set the table. sure whatever., we're sitting at the table and she asks me about shopping today. i tell her we didn't get anything cuz we didn't find anything. then Don just HAAAAAAD to ask it. "i bet you were doin somethin you weren't supossed to huh?" yuppers. i said no i went shopping. then me and katie and emily went to addictions to get piercings......and i was gonna get my tat. holy shit. that was the wrong thing to say. she lectures me on how "its God body and i can't beleive you would subject yourself to somethig like that." blah blah SHIT. then i tell her, just to piss her off, that i'm looking to trade my car in....you know, for a better one. she lectures me on that saying how i should feel lucky that i even HAVE a car. blah blah blah SHIT.
i pretty much had it by this time. so what do i do?? i say "carrie, first, its my body. Im 18 and i own it, so i can do what i want with it. second. Its my car, im 18 and i own it. I can do what i want with it. i appreciate your opinion, but next time you go to offer advise for something that is out of your control, please just refrain cuz i won't take the advise." or something along those lines. Then i pigged out on junk food and felt oodles better. oh and played mario party, that helped too.
so ends another day at hell with satan breathing down my neck. oh, this just in "kate would you go make desert?" fuck me................................................................................god damnit
then i go outside to ask carrie how to put the filter back on the tub. i walk out there barefoot, cuz, well, yea. she's around the barn and i holler for her. she tells blake to have me come there to her, she doesn't need to go to me when i call. No kidding i heard her tell him that. yea can someone say "BITCH."
then...oh THEN. i come downstairs and i get asked to set the table. sure whatever., we're sitting at the table and she asks me about shopping today. i tell her we didn't get anything cuz we didn't find anything. then Don just HAAAAAAD to ask it. "i bet you were doin somethin you weren't supossed to huh?" yuppers. i said no i went shopping. then me and katie and emily went to addictions to get piercings......and i was gonna get my tat. holy shit. that was the wrong thing to say. she lectures me on how "its God body and i can't beleive you would subject yourself to somethig like that." blah blah SHIT. then i tell her, just to piss her off, that i'm looking to trade my car in....you know, for a better one. she lectures me on that saying how i should feel lucky that i even HAVE a car. blah blah blah SHIT.
i pretty much had it by this time. so what do i do?? i say "carrie, first, its my body. Im 18 and i own it, so i can do what i want with it. second. Its my car, im 18 and i own it. I can do what i want with it. i appreciate your opinion, but next time you go to offer advise for something that is out of your control, please just refrain cuz i won't take the advise." or something along those lines. Then i pigged out on junk food and felt oodles better. oh and played mario party, that helped too.
so ends another day at hell with satan breathing down my neck. oh, this just in "kate would you go make desert?" fuck me................................................................................god damnit