Why me?
Me and choad are sitting in my room on the floor ranting and raving over everything!!! We are both insanely pissed and we cant help it. We are about to eat everything in sight and we can find something to bitch about for everyone right now. We are both tired of being screwed over by every freakin guy that comes along. Where the hell are the good guys at? Honestly? I think they exist out of Indiana limits. I will say that there are two guys I personally screwed up with myself...and that was Seth and Devin. Both are awesome guys and I mean awesome. Nothing was ever wrong when I was with either of them...with seth, i let devin get the best of me...and then with devin, i let his manner get to me...why?!?!?! seriously? Why couldnt I just be like...hey, Im happy...or hey I am happy a lot, or even a little. I just want a relationship to last. I miss that feeling of want and being wanted in return. And thinking about that one person all the time knowing that I cant wait to see them again, or feel their touch again, or just hear them laugh. everything... *sigh* I just want to know what I am supposed to do, who I am supposed to be with, who I am supposed to love and be loved by. I just wanna cry...but nothing is comming. Nothing. Actually....tears are comming I am just keeping them to myself. Why me?