depression....kicks in late this year
I have had a really bum day... Devin is mad at me... what else is new? Seriously? He needs to grow up. I signed up for a b/f not a baby! Jimminy Crickets! All I did today was sit and download music. ALL DAY. I took a test and that was the only interuption in my downloading. I saw Andrew today. He is a cool guy I met at school. He used to go to Hamilton Heights and he lives like...5-10 min. away. He kind of reminds me of Kyle Smith, a friend of mine who graduated in '02. I dont know when Andrew graduated...???
I think my depression is setting in late this year. I hate this. THIS is why I hate the bullshit weather. I am just in a crappy mood all the time, I dont want to hang out with people, I dont want to be messed with, joked with, touched, and I am very short tempered.
Today was Jessi's b-day and I waited all week to tell her. FINALLY! No more waiting. I told her first thing this morning when I got up. I think she had a good b-day. At least I hope she did...better than my day hopefully.
I went to a b-ball game tonight. I felt really weird. I didnt like it at all. Being around everyone in highschool made me feel VERY old compared to my actual age.... I mean like...30ish! I was like...eww! I also forgot today was THURSDAY not Friday....DUH! Jackass! ....geez!
I think my depression is setting in late this year. I hate this. THIS is why I hate the bullshit weather. I am just in a crappy mood all the time, I dont want to hang out with people, I dont want to be messed with, joked with, touched, and I am very short tempered.
Today was Jessi's b-day and I waited all week to tell her. FINALLY! No more waiting. I told her first thing this morning when I got up. I think she had a good b-day. At least I hope she did...better than my day hopefully.
I went to a b-ball game tonight. I felt really weird. I didnt like it at all. Being around everyone in highschool made me feel VERY old compared to my actual age.... I mean like...30ish! I was like...eww! I also forgot today was THURSDAY not Friday....DUH! Jackass! ....geez!