Can life over come it in the end?
Okay I seriously think I have hit the bottom of the barrel in this whirl wind of crazyness. I fell so hard for him, it is crazy. One miniute I think I have all total control over all of this. Telling myself I will never fall in love if its the last thing I do. Then one faithful night it hit me, all I do is think about him. Every moment spent with him is great, because I can be myself and not even worry about it. We joke around all the time, and its just a relaxing atmosphere. I have not had a relationship like this. It feels fantastic to have that, because not only is he a great boyfriend but an awesome friend and a great listener. But it is still funny after so long telling myself not to fall in love, I end up doing that one thing. But he is fantastic that its one of those things you can't help. He left me a message and I listen to it all the time. It makes me feel special. Like I was stressing so bad at work and I played that message and just had the biggest smile on my face, it was great.
Well i'm outs. latas