Did I make a mistake?
In all honesty, 2 jobs are keeping me busy. Like really really busy. My schedule this week looks like this
Sunday- 10 a.m.-6 p.m.
Monday- 8:30 a.m.-5 p.m.
Tuesday- 8:30 a.m.-5 p.m.
6 p.m.- 11 p.m.
Wensday- 8:30 a.m.-5 p.m.
Thursday- 8:30 a.m.-5 p.m.
6 p.m.-10 p.m.
Friday- 8:30 a.m.-5 p.m.
6 p.m.-11p.m.
Saturday- Off as far as I know
I know I don't get to see Luke as much, which bites so badly. Well last night I got to see him. I don't know what came over me, but I whispered in his ear "I love you" I don't know if I freaked him out or anything. But it just felt right when I said it. He asked "really". I told him yes, he said it back though. I mean it though. Like he has no idea how he makes me feel. It is great. He just always makes me smile. I love just being around him. He is fantastic!
I don't care what others say, I honestly don't think Luke is going to change. If he was going to change I think he would have done it by now. Because we have been dating for almost three months now. He still treats me the same as when we started dating.
I still have the fear that I am going to end up hurting him, because its me that is not the greatest person in the world. Exspecially haveing two jobs, with both stress. If worse comes to worse I will quit Aeropostale. Since I have the new job now. But I really want to move out. I know Luke is going to be at my place a lot. Which isn't going to bother me at all. Because I will beable to afford it. So it is all great.
Well I am out for now. I will update later.