May 23, 2006 22:22
Just when I thought my life was going to take a turn for a slow-down I go and do this...
Well.. I've done it. I've done what I told myself I would never do and I've put myself in debt and I can't get out of it. It's been rough since Christmas and it just seems to be getting worse. I got my first credit card during the holiday months and I racked it up pretty damn quick. I'm not one for doing so and to tell you the truth I don't know how the hell it happened. All I know is that I don't like this feeling and I don't like having money in the bank. It makes me feel worthless. I'm working 40 hours a week and they won't pay me overtime, I barely have any bills to worry about and yet I can't seem to get caught up. So, what do I do?
I get a second job.
I applied for a job at the Polo Outlet at Kensington Valley at M-59 and Us-23 and I got hired today. I'm going to be working Friday nights and weekends. There goes my summer. I'm going to work my ass off so that I can put some money into the bank and be able to buy myself the things I want. I guess now is as good a time as ever now that Lance will be gone for 6 months to Wisconsin.
I'm a bit worried if I can pull this off or not because even after a day of work, I'm exhausted. Now with working 40 hours, exercising Monday and Wednesday nights, and working Friday, Saturday, and Sundays for Polo... I'm going to be burnt out.