Ch-ch-changes...

[naughtybat]

9pm.
So I changed my layout. Tell me what you think? It's a bit dark, but so is my life right now. However, I could look at it that I am the victor in the battle that is my background image... And I added my favourite inspirational poem, Invictus, to the sidebar. I may make a few more tweaks to it, but overall, I'm really happy with how it turned

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[zerstoerte]

I hate to play the Devil's Advocate here, but I've been reading all your posts about Dan lately and I have to ask: Could it be that he might find you to be too reliant on him? I don't mean that in any kind of insulting or derogatory sense, but he just strikes me as someone who likes to spend a lot of time in his own company, without any intention of making you feel bad along the way. (I'm the same type of person-I enjoy spending the majority of my time alone, and others very often take offense to it because they feel as if I just don't like them, when that's not the case at all.)
It just seems as if you place a lot of your self-esteem and happiness in his hands, and I really wish you could find those things within yourself. I also think the two of you may have differing views on what each of you want out of this relationship-Have you sat him down and had a real, genuine conversation about this? He sounds as if he's looking for something casual, while you're taking it much more seriously.
I know that you're going through an awful lot right now, and anyone would have immense difficulty dealing with what's on your plate, so it's natural that you would want & need someone who loves & respects you, someone you can rely on, a shoulder to cry on, but maybe he's just not the right person for that.