Ch-ch-changes...
9pm.
So I changed my layout. Tell me what you think? It's a bit dark, but so is my life right now. However, I could look at it that I am the victor in the battle that is my background image... And I added my favourite inspirational poem, Invictus, to the sidebar. I may make a few more tweaks to it, but overall, I'm really happy with how it turned out.
Not doing anything exciting tonight. Chris (alxxx369) paid me the remainder of what he owed for October yesterday! This is the FIRST time in the 10 months he's lived with me that's he's paid me monies owed, before the month is up. Anyway, my point is, I could still make it to the liquor store, but I'm not going to go tonight. My big splurge today was getting lunch with voodoopuppet across the street at Time Square restaurant. (AKA "Nick's") I've been eating at Nick's since I was 8 years old, and Nick himself still serves people, which I think is very cool. So, yeah, I obviously didn't go to the Gothic Coffeehouse. Poo. No-one said they were going, though, and I didn't want to go alone. My loss.
Chris' 'girlfriend' is here with her 6 year old son. I can't emphasize enough how strong an aversion Chris has to children... I hope he doesn't hurt this kid. (Emotionally.)
It feels a little weird to have gone so long without seeing Dan, as I was used to him being here so much, but I'm not too upset. Just a little sad, because I don't feel very positive about our future right now. And I'd really rather not break up with him. But I don't feel very loved or respected lately. He wrote me something in Portuguese last Sunday, and then translated it for me, and it made me cry, it was so pretty, so sweet. But how far can pretty words carry me when there are no actions to back them up? I don't want to lose him in the midst of all the other crap I'm dealing with. Anyway, I'll start to miss him if I keep talking about him, so enough of that. :,(
I'm pretty sure I'm going to Savage tomorrow. Anyone else going out? Or will everyone be at Climax?
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So I changed my layout. Tell me what you think? It's a bit dark, but so is my life right now. However, I could look at it that I am the victor in the battle that is my background image... And I added my favourite inspirational poem, Invictus, to the sidebar. I may make a few more tweaks to it, but overall, I'm really happy with how it turned out.
Not doing anything exciting tonight. Chris (alxxx369) paid me the remainder of what he owed for October yesterday! This is the FIRST time in the 10 months he's lived with me that's he's paid me monies owed, before the month is up. Anyway, my point is, I could still make it to the liquor store, but I'm not going to go tonight. My big splurge today was getting lunch with voodoopuppet across the street at Time Square restaurant. (AKA "Nick's") I've been eating at Nick's since I was 8 years old, and Nick himself still serves people, which I think is very cool. So, yeah, I obviously didn't go to the Gothic Coffeehouse. Poo. No-one said they were going, though, and I didn't want to go alone. My loss.
Chris' 'girlfriend' is here with her 6 year old son. I can't emphasize enough how strong an aversion Chris has to children... I hope he doesn't hurt this kid. (Emotionally.)
It feels a little weird to have gone so long without seeing Dan, as I was used to him being here so much, but I'm not too upset. Just a little sad, because I don't feel very positive about our future right now. And I'd really rather not break up with him. But I don't feel very loved or respected lately. He wrote me something in Portuguese last Sunday, and then translated it for me, and it made me cry, it was so pretty, so sweet. But how far can pretty words carry me when there are no actions to back them up? I don't want to lose him in the midst of all the other crap I'm dealing with. Anyway, I'll start to miss him if I keep talking about him, so enough of that. :,(
I'm pretty sure I'm going to Savage tomorrow. Anyone else going out? Or will everyone be at Climax?
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