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Man... just... fuck man... I need somethin for real here... like... contact for sure... need me cuddles... God do I need em. idk I'm just... fucked emotionaly... yeah thats what ima calls it. Idk... probably just hormones... lovely things they are. I feel all fine then BAM I get so fuckin down man, Like it doesnt take much at all and I feel like shit. But then a few hours later Im back to bein mostly happy. Its prob a mix of stress too. Stress from home, tryin to plan my financial situation, tryin to plan movin, no being able to be with the person I love more than anything... idk its just all adding up. These headaches are for sure not helping at all... but Im thinkin those are stress related too... plus on top I think my sinus' are fucked up again... so yeah thats not all helpin to much here.
Well... I got me another job... yuuup... Good ol' Boston Market decided they would like me as one of their newest employees... Lucky me right? idk... dont care either really... Just need the cash to get outa here and move in wit my baby. Its not that bad of a job really though... I mean... alot more work than Clark, and I get burned all the fucking time from the piece of shit heat lamp deal... but at least at this place I dont sit there for hours without saying a word to anyone. But yeah I only work there 3 days a week... still got 3-4 days a week at the good ol gas station too. I needa save my money though man... Needa save a hella lot... I just... Im not really a spender in the sense I dont really like to go out and spend all my money on useless stuff for myself... I like to go spend my cash on my family n shit, like my lil bro, if I take him with me to go somewhere and he asks for something I rarely can say no unless Im REALLY strapped for cash. But yeah... no more of that... gonna pay me car insurance, loan, rent, and for me food... other than that savin all da rest and Ima get outa this cold ass state at the end of April.
Well... I got me another job... yuuup... Good ol' Boston Market decided they would like me as one of their newest employees... Lucky me right? idk... dont care either really... Just need the cash to get outa here and move in wit my baby. Its not that bad of a job really though... I mean... alot more work than Clark, and I get burned all the fucking time from the piece of shit heat lamp deal... but at least at this place I dont sit there for hours without saying a word to anyone. But yeah I only work there 3 days a week... still got 3-4 days a week at the good ol gas station too. I needa save my money though man... Needa save a hella lot... I just... Im not really a spender in the sense I dont really like to go out and spend all my money on useless stuff for myself... I like to go spend my cash on my family n shit, like my lil bro, if I take him with me to go somewhere and he asks for something I rarely can say no unless Im REALLY strapped for cash. But yeah... no more of that... gonna pay me car insurance, loan, rent, and for me food... other than that savin all da rest and Ima get outa this cold ass state at the end of April.