We'll Miss You G-Ma... R.I.P.
R.I.P. G-Ma, I love you and we will all miss you, I don't know what were gonna do without you.
I ALWAYS imagined my G-ma living forever. She was... My G-ma... How could she ever be taken away from us? Well... God decided it was her time today and took her from my family. It all still feels like a bad dream to me, part of me can't believe she is actually gone. It hurts so bad to think I'll never get to talk to her ever again... She'll never get to see me get married, my kids will never get to know the amazing woman who helped raise me, They'll never get spoiled by their great grandma like she spoiled me and my brother. I know shes "In a better place now" and "She isn't in any more pain"... but I still wish she was here... I know its selfish of me to of wanted more time with her even when I know she was in pain, but I would do anything for another day with my G-ma... I know that can't happen though... and I guess I'ma gonna have to deal with it in time. I'm still trying to grasp the concept that she is gone... Its just not going to be the same without her.
I ALWAYS imagined my G-ma living forever. She was... My G-ma... How could she ever be taken away from us? Well... God decided it was her time today and took her from my family. It all still feels like a bad dream to me, part of me can't believe she is actually gone. It hurts so bad to think I'll never get to talk to her ever again... She'll never get to see me get married, my kids will never get to know the amazing woman who helped raise me, They'll never get spoiled by their great grandma like she spoiled me and my brother. I know shes "In a better place now" and "She isn't in any more pain"... but I still wish she was here... I know its selfish of me to of wanted more time with her even when I know she was in pain, but I would do anything for another day with my G-ma... I know that can't happen though... and I guess I'ma gonna have to deal with it in time. I'm still trying to grasp the concept that she is gone... Its just not going to be the same without her.