Sep 30, 2009 22:10
Bet you are tired of the similar subject lines but it is what has been predominantly on my mind though. Oregon State isn't looking while Penn State is looking up and I may even get excepted into UF but we'll see. The fear of not getting into Graduate School is always looming over my head. I am kind of worried what would happen if I don't get it and all I can say is that I guess I would try my damndest to find some kind of field work related to my job as best I can. It's really a reality have yet to want to face. I kind of wish sometimes that I didn't have work and I may call off tomorrow to get things done but I already had Monday off so I don't think that is a good thing. Luckily, I only have one class on Friday and get the bulk of this done. My other problem is I still have school work to get done. I have two tests next week in Plant Pathology and Soils but luckily they are not nearly as hard as my Bio classes that I have taken in the past but that is no reason to just bat an eye lash at them.
I will just have to keep looking and keep knocking on doors. I can't give up but even then this is taxing and I need a break sometime as well as find time to do my research paper. Well, the rest of this night will be devoted to applying to more graduate programs so I bid my readers a fare thee well.