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Sooo, its saturday night.... time for more complaining... you know.. im glad only like 3 people have access to this journal thing... because frankly.. if the people i talk about read this... hmm that would suck. Sooo right now im going to vent on how much i hate nikki and james right now. I might not even finish... because i'll be crying and not able to.. woo. But im trying to get over it and be strong.. just push it away... and become numb to it. I wish i would have already become numb. I would love to not feel any of this eternal pain. Just make it go away...................
So JAMES LIKES NIKKI now... its obvious... i am so pissed.. acutally.. not pissed... sad. This always happens.
Hmm ENOUGH ABOUT THAT.........i peirced my cartlage today... with a sewing needle. Weird thing.. it hardly hurt. I might just do another one. Then i'll have 7 piercings! woo... well i think im going to go to my room because there is absolutely NOTHING to do right now. So yeah... woo-
So JAMES LIKES NIKKI now... its obvious... i am so pissed.. acutally.. not pissed... sad. This always happens.
Hmm ENOUGH ABOUT THAT.........i peirced my cartlage today... with a sewing needle. Weird thing.. it hardly hurt. I might just do another one. Then i'll have 7 piercings! woo... well i think im going to go to my room because there is absolutely NOTHING to do right now. So yeah... woo-