Bleh
I feel weird. I don't want to go out with Megan tomorrow. I just hit that mood where I don't wanna do anything. It's not exactly being depressed bit more like sluggish. I dunno why I feel like that. Weird. It's just a big pain and makes me wanna fuck things up really bad but I'm trying not too. I don't know why I wanna mess up stuff. Most of the worst memories I have are from when I felt like this so I'm trying to think out things before I do them and before I talk. I think I'm gonna just stay home tomorrow and study for math or something. No ones being "supportive" but I don't mind cause no one ever is. The world doesn't revolve around me even though it'd be cool if it did. That's way unrealistic though so I wouldn't wish for it. I'll just sit around I guess.