Jan 09, 2005 12:45
Well isn't this fabulous.
I've been sick since October; in and out of the hospital/consciousness/my bed.
With the possibility of me not living as long as I would like to....in other words, with the possibility of me passing away.......I wanted to make sure everything was on a good note.
My mom and I became closer.
I've been spending time with Mav's family more, and she and I got everything out into the open about whatever "beef" we have with each other.
And I figured there was no longer a need to hold a grudge against Dave, because I'm not the kind of person that just hates people. I'm more mature than that, and I don't see any point in leaving things unfinished.
He and I started talking as friends and NOTHING MORE.
We cleared up the situation from last March.
All we do is talk, we don't "flirt" and I don't have feelings for him.
Now all of a sudden Nick just seems like he's exploding.
Well frankly he can just kiss my ass because I have exams all this week, and I haven't done anything wrong. If he considers this "Cheating" then really, we need to break up for good.
Of course, this just makes me feel even more sick. That's just dandy.
Can't wait to fail my fucking exams now.