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I would love to be all "Damn Cancer to hell", but I really don't think I should have a bitter attitude towards it. I've lost my grandmother to it, two of my friends' moms have it, and my friend's dad just passed away because of it. I think it's a huge lesson when we lose someone. I'm not saying it's great when people die, and you guys probably think i'm crazy, but it's things like Cancer or AIDS that make me appreciate life and the people in my life so much more. I didn't really know Celina's dad that well but when her mom's friend called and told us that her dad passed away I cried pretty hard. I think I cried that hard because 1) my friend just lost her dad and now her mom is pretty much alone, 2) I would NOT be able to stand losing my dad, and 3) I feel bad for suddenly seeing life's value when someone loses it instead of always valuing my life. I don't really know where I'm trying to go with this entry. I guess it's just some stuff I had on my mind.