Anything new?
Still just one big giant wad full of depression, hopelessness, restlessness, and the indecision and frustration to do nothing about it.
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Things to remember:
- Feb 5th, got my sister a jewelry box to make up for the nothing I got anyone at Christmas
- Feb 6th, attended friend Robyn's wedding and had a grea ttime. Tough seeing Courtney again.
- For at least two to three months now, I've been making bi-weekly trips to aBdou's house to marathon Buffy and Angel. It was initially started to be able ot make conversation to a girl he liked, though that fell through. She still comes and watches the sessions and we have a fun time, but ther'es no spark between them. Maybe if I weren't so depressed, I'd take up Brian's blessing and go for her myself. She seems slightly interested.
- Lots of GameFAQs lately. Last year it was full on Team Fortress 2. So much, that it definitely interfered with me wanting to go to college. Now I feel obligated to play once a week. It's fun, but I'm bored of it.
- Haven't talked to DJ since May and haven't seen the cousins since at least June. Saw Toledo at Abdou's birthday party early this month after a year of avoiding him, still will continue to do so
- Haven't talked with any FRCS people aside from Kiki and Sherri, with a congratulations to Cory for his baby
- I'm 23 years old, still in the same place I was six years ago. Lonely, anxious, depressed, in my parents' hosue, jobless, no license, no drive, no ambition, same old same old fuck me attitude.
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Things to remember:
- Feb 5th, got my sister a jewelry box to make up for the nothing I got anyone at Christmas
- Feb 6th, attended friend Robyn's wedding and had a grea ttime. Tough seeing Courtney again.
- For at least two to three months now, I've been making bi-weekly trips to aBdou's house to marathon Buffy and Angel. It was initially started to be able ot make conversation to a girl he liked, though that fell through. She still comes and watches the sessions and we have a fun time, but ther'es no spark between them. Maybe if I weren't so depressed, I'd take up Brian's blessing and go for her myself. She seems slightly interested.
- Lots of GameFAQs lately. Last year it was full on Team Fortress 2. So much, that it definitely interfered with me wanting to go to college. Now I feel obligated to play once a week. It's fun, but I'm bored of it.
- Haven't talked to DJ since May and haven't seen the cousins since at least June. Saw Toledo at Abdou's birthday party early this month after a year of avoiding him, still will continue to do so
- Haven't talked with any FRCS people aside from Kiki and Sherri, with a congratulations to Cory for his baby
- I'm 23 years old, still in the same place I was six years ago. Lonely, anxious, depressed, in my parents' hosue, jobless, no license, no drive, no ambition, same old same old fuck me attitude.