So far on shuffle today, we've had "White Houses", by Vanessa Carlton, "Angels in Waiting" by Tammy Cochran, "Fallen", by Sarah McLachlan, and and "Wicked Little Town", from Hedwig and the Angry Inch. All songs I associate with a long-ago time,  and people I loved more than myself, who were taken from me before I was ready to see them go. This is ( Read more... )

Yes: It has been forever since I've posted ( Read more... )

Welcome to tonight's episode of random depression for no reason. Yay!! Meh. I don't know what it is with me. I'm up and I'm down, and time is going fast, and then time is going so slow. Luckily October is gong to pretty busy, I think. I've got two books coming out tomorrow, Gotham City Sirens #4 on Wednesday, 'Doubt' and 'Angels in America' also ( Read more... )

So, ok. I'm one of those girls who has to know everything. Not about people or gossip, but about stuff, stuff in my life, that I'm interested in.
So I decided, hey, my Navy jargon is way out of date (try Everything-I-Know-About-The-Navy-Comes-From-Horatio-Hornblower-and-Patrick-O'Brian-Books.) , I'll brush up on it! So then, I can talk to Jack ( Read more... )

Well, I've made it a whole week. A little longer, actually. I realize I made it six weeks before, without any promise of contact, but knowing that were together and being apart is....rough. Too much Joker/Harley I guess. I haven't been properly smacked about in two months. It's a lot on a girl's conscience ( Read more... )

Well, on the plus side, he does love me. He came to see me before he left, apologized and begged forgiveness. We're good again. I seriously felt my heart tremble when he was here. It's supposed to belong to him, and I'm glad he's agreed to hold onto it ( Read more... )

So, me and smartyshortie are watching The Five Doctors and it is a HOOT!! It's so 80s, I love it. Peter Davidson is so cute. The only thing I don't like is the lack of Four. Four and Nine are my Doctors, and Four/Sarah Jane is severly lacking in this show.
We're watching all six Harry Potter movies, as well. We started the first one and realized we wanted to ( Read more... )

Dear Matt
You're right, you know. What you told me is true. Right now, you are a monster. That you could be so hateful, so ugly, and so cruel to someone, possbily the only person, who has ever truely loved you for who you are, is monstrous.

Everything you said to me was calculated and cruel. You have no feeling in your heart if any of it is true. ( Read more... )

446am, we have to stop meeting this way. I'd much rather be sleeping with you.
It's been two weeks now. Two weeks and not a single word. He changed his phone number. He's not talking to Chris. No one knows anything.
But I'm still hopeful. I'm reading the cards, and the runes every day, and they keep saying the same thing. Be patient, don't get ( Read more... )