we are discussing how my mother is like susan sarandon in igby goes down
she fucking tried to kick me out today. a week to get out, after i take finals.
and then two hours later, no its ok.
but i cleaned out and threw out my shit. i am ready for when she means it.
the most i can say is i dont know what to say.
im not allowed to go to st.louis anymore. apparently " little bitches like me dont deserve to see their fathers" even on christmas. i guess the next time i see him willl be summer....hes gona be livid.
things have fallen down quite nicely around me and they have surrounded me until i dont want to breathe anymore.
like i said before.
i give up