i need to wake up
Ariel I love you, you are totally crazy, please stay that way!!!
I have so much to say but nothing to write, does that make any sense whatsoever? It would be so easy to just say what is twisting inside me but ah, so destructive. There is absolutely nothing to do right now but tolerate the ceasless and inescapable judging of my mother. Help! I really need more people on my friends list....
I totally love my activity (well, aspects, there are always some issues). I get to do one of my favorite things in the world for a full hour and a half without interuption from the world outside, screw around with fun people, and otherwise feel comfortable knowing that whatever people are thinking of/about me doesn't matter because over the sounds of nirvana or no doubt blasting out of my amplifier, I couldn't hear them anyway. Its like drugs without hangover, my escape, the little issues don't matter much (today, "they" were locked in a closet because they got too loud and irritating! lol)
I miss my sanity.
I love all of you
Lauren
I have so much to say but nothing to write, does that make any sense whatsoever? It would be so easy to just say what is twisting inside me but ah, so destructive. There is absolutely nothing to do right now but tolerate the ceasless and inescapable judging of my mother. Help! I really need more people on my friends list....
I totally love my activity (well, aspects, there are always some issues). I get to do one of my favorite things in the world for a full hour and a half without interuption from the world outside, screw around with fun people, and otherwise feel comfortable knowing that whatever people are thinking of/about me doesn't matter because over the sounds of nirvana or no doubt blasting out of my amplifier, I couldn't hear them anyway. Its like drugs without hangover, my escape, the little issues don't matter much (today, "they" were locked in a closet because they got too loud and irritating! lol)
I miss my sanity.
I love all of you
Lauren