Sep 17, 2003 12:49
Someone told me yesterday that if you expect nothing, you will never get dissapointed. Its often suprising how comforting (if a bitter comfort) it can be. If there is one thing I have ever learned in this place, it is not to rely on other people for your hapiness, because it will only dissapoint you (and I have had my fill of dissapointment). Hard as it is, that little theroy has kept me alive through many days like this one...
I hate it when I am with someone and for some reason it takes a while to become adjusted to them, so you are different around them, giving that person a false (and most often negative) image of you. For anyone i have ever done this to, I'm sorry. And I'm working on becoming the person I am all of the time.
Chemistry is haunting me, gotta study.
Thanks for listening.