OH NOO
GODDAMN IT!!! I officially have the worst timing in the world with these kinds of things...
I knew he had it in himm to be cute, I knew it and now I'm right. Finally he doesn't look dumb, my mental picture of him matches his actual picture. But NOW I'm a bitch, I suck and I'm mean (granted it was deserved). So I can't call him and tell him he's cute. Damn it. And now would be the perfect time for me to talk to him. AND I've been really really close to calling him like the past three weekends. Like really close (if he'd called me I'd have been over there in like 15 mins)
Right now I'm watching Taking Lives which is very scary but Ethan Hawke is Very hot. And GOD he even sounds like him. I'm taking this time to remind myself that ****SPOILER DON'T READ IF YOU WANNA WATCH THE MOVIE****** he is a serial killer. The element of crazy is very much there.
Don't misunderstand, I still adore john. I actually know he's having a very very rough week right now. He needs a hug, or in Jenni's term he needs a blowjob.( that statement actually sparked a very interesting conversation between me and Jenni today.)
I feel better now.
I hate school. I have three HARD tests on Friday... and A physics test on Monday and a paper for biostats and finals in two weeks... but then summer and attempting to juggle three jobs. the future is not bright...
I knew he had it in himm to be cute, I knew it and now I'm right. Finally he doesn't look dumb, my mental picture of him matches his actual picture. But NOW I'm a bitch, I suck and I'm mean (granted it was deserved). So I can't call him and tell him he's cute. Damn it. And now would be the perfect time for me to talk to him. AND I've been really really close to calling him like the past three weekends. Like really close (if he'd called me I'd have been over there in like 15 mins)
Right now I'm watching Taking Lives which is very scary but Ethan Hawke is Very hot. And GOD he even sounds like him. I'm taking this time to remind myself that ****SPOILER DON'T READ IF YOU WANNA WATCH THE MOVIE****** he is a serial killer. The element of crazy is very much there.
Don't misunderstand, I still adore john. I actually know he's having a very very rough week right now. He needs a hug, or in Jenni's term he needs a blowjob.( that statement actually sparked a very interesting conversation between me and Jenni today.)
I feel better now.
I hate school. I have three HARD tests on Friday... and A physics test on Monday and a paper for biostats and finals in two weeks... but then summer and attempting to juggle three jobs. the future is not bright...