from the passenger seat as you are driving me home...
hm theres a lot to update...well monday was youth group which is going
so well. theres so many questions that we'll never be able to answer
here. then tuesday night me courtney and kristin went to christinas
house to watch movies. we watched the cinderella story...hecka cute but
i never noticed how cheesy it can be...like how the music just happens
to start playing, the musicians appear and oh..so does edwin mccains
voice!!! oh good times...
the next day we just kinda lazed around and stuff...then chris picked me up at like four or so. first we went to brandons house and just talked to him for awhile..his truck is beeauutiful. then we stopped by guitar center and chris tried out some guitars. i forgot to get new stings..grr...then we went to his house. it is so pretty. makes my house look like crap in my opinion. that was fun...love his parents. ate really yummy lasagna. i love his dog too. surprisingly..i dont even like my dog:). talked for a bit outside and then went to mountain mikes for him to turn in an application. yay for him getting a new job. then we went to church. got to talk to larissa a lot! i love that place. i didnt realilze how its really became my second church.
so yes, that was my day off. and today was a normal boring day...6th and 7th period were fun though. drama of course is always fun and we just talk and screw around the whoel time. and biologys easy and mr basey is awesome.me and my group were like talking to him the whole time. other than that though i have been slacking off SO much its not even funny. i just dont do my homework anymore. except for today. quarters almost over too ahhh. i keep daydreaaminnng...
now ive just been doing homework..and talking to austin about this whole thing going on...oh jenny came over! shes going to cal poly in december..cant wait to go visit over there! well jordans a sub now for modesto city schools so im goin to request him to mrs. harris. shes going to be absent next week so im exciiited! that would be so much fun..
its weird. my teacher was talking today about how 3-8 years old are the years that you develop the most. when things happen in your life they affect you who become in life maybe without you even knowing it.and it made me think that maybe my dad dying has affected who i am more than i even thought. because of course it still makes me sad but then its like have to move on in order to live..but maybe im afraid of having a relationship or getting close to someone. maybe im afraid they'll end up dying or something just like my dad and ill end up a single mother and end up marrying some other fool like my mom. i dont think i could ever do that. sometimes i feel like i dont know how to open up to people...i mean i do but theres times when i just want to tell so much and find out so much in return but i dont even know where to start. and maybe its because of that. but maybe its not even a problem at all and maybe im just overexagerating. i hope i am. but i have faith in this...for those of you who know what im talking about luckily things arent really that bad right now. yea school still sucks, and is super boring but i think im learning how to just cope with it. it sucks though i really WANT to have fun in highschool. i wish i could here. but anyways...life in general is also pretty good. for once im not feeling too emo! tomorrow-chris's show. i hecka feel like seeing him right now.
the next day we just kinda lazed around and stuff...then chris picked me up at like four or so. first we went to brandons house and just talked to him for awhile..his truck is beeauutiful. then we stopped by guitar center and chris tried out some guitars. i forgot to get new stings..grr...then we went to his house. it is so pretty. makes my house look like crap in my opinion. that was fun...love his parents. ate really yummy lasagna. i love his dog too. surprisingly..i dont even like my dog:). talked for a bit outside and then went to mountain mikes for him to turn in an application. yay for him getting a new job. then we went to church. got to talk to larissa a lot! i love that place. i didnt realilze how its really became my second church.
so yes, that was my day off. and today was a normal boring day...6th and 7th period were fun though. drama of course is always fun and we just talk and screw around the whoel time. and biologys easy and mr basey is awesome.me and my group were like talking to him the whole time. other than that though i have been slacking off SO much its not even funny. i just dont do my homework anymore. except for today. quarters almost over too ahhh. i keep daydreaaminnng...
now ive just been doing homework..and talking to austin about this whole thing going on...oh jenny came over! shes going to cal poly in december..cant wait to go visit over there! well jordans a sub now for modesto city schools so im goin to request him to mrs. harris. shes going to be absent next week so im exciiited! that would be so much fun..
its weird. my teacher was talking today about how 3-8 years old are the years that you develop the most. when things happen in your life they affect you who become in life maybe without you even knowing it.and it made me think that maybe my dad dying has affected who i am more than i even thought. because of course it still makes me sad but then its like have to move on in order to live..but maybe im afraid of having a relationship or getting close to someone. maybe im afraid they'll end up dying or something just like my dad and ill end up a single mother and end up marrying some other fool like my mom. i dont think i could ever do that. sometimes i feel like i dont know how to open up to people...i mean i do but theres times when i just want to tell so much and find out so much in return but i dont even know where to start. and maybe its because of that. but maybe its not even a problem at all and maybe im just overexagerating. i hope i am. but i have faith in this...for those of you who know what im talking about luckily things arent really that bad right now. yea school still sucks, and is super boring but i think im learning how to just cope with it. it sucks though i really WANT to have fun in highschool. i wish i could here. but anyways...life in general is also pretty good. for once im not feeling too emo! tomorrow-chris's show. i hecka feel like seeing him right now.