Birthday...

Jun 10, 2005 15:58

I'm not sure my birthday is exacly my lucky day...
June 8th... hmm, I was happy I got to spend time with Shawn
Not really what neither of us expected, but I have him and there's no greater gift.
I missed him last night, I felt terrible not having him there.
I'm not sure what happens to me from time to time.
I just want to be me, and do things my own way, and forget about the people that matter.
I do that all the time. I'm kind of an asshole (but a cute little one)
I've been out of it lately.
I think I need to do a little more for the special people in my life.
I'm extremely fortunate to have a person like Shawn by me.
I know I don't deserve it.
Perhaps there just alot in the back of my mind.
I got to go out, I got faded and now I'm over it.
I had fun at the club.
The Grey Goose got my loose.
I didn't even make it to the after party.
Straight to bed.
I think I over drank a bit.
I hate being sloopy drunk.
Danny is such a great friend, he was so concerned about making the whole thing special.
Maria impressed me as well, I was not expecting anything.
James also surprised me.
My house was beautifully decorated...
I got ice cream cake...
It truly was magnificant!
Shawn is the best.
I love him.
For now these are my thoughts.
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