Not sure how i feel right now...
Sometimes you think you had it all figured out and then...
You find yourself completely lost again.
I think one of the hardest thing is when you want something you can't have...
Even worst, is when you know it's not right for you, but your heart tells you otherwise.
What do you do then?
Go against everything and everyone?
I guess sometimes you have to give up things,
I need to learn to do that.
I'm so not in happy mode right now.
I'm gonna have to SUPER pospone the enhacement of my twins.
School is lagging and I can't wait to see the day I finish.
I'm hurting financially.
I'm getting older in 6 days.
There's just alot going on right now.
I have been working out hard though.
The week Shawn was gone I really got to see some results.
I was working out for two hours, then dancing my butt off.
The pounds were melting away!
This week, a different story, still hitting the gym,
but with grandma cooking, forget eating healthy.
I'm sick! My throat hurts! Ouch!
I hope the weekend gets better.
Yesterday took Jamie to the mall so she could play with some kids.
She loved it.
I'm gonna miss her so much when she heads back to Miami.
I love getting home and having her run towards me.
I want to spend some time with Shawn.
I feel like we haven't seen each other in decades.
I wanted to talk to James.
I haven't been able to, not sure I should.
But I feel like he would be the perfect person to talk to right now.
Birthday plans are up in the air.
Vero is coming up on friday and I'm excited about that.
I spoke to karoly today,
she may not make it, since she has her real estate class.
Dannielle, has got a million things on her plate.
I truly doubt I'll be seeing her around.
I miss my friends. I miss being out and faded.
You find yourself completely lost again.
I think one of the hardest thing is when you want something you can't have...
Even worst, is when you know it's not right for you, but your heart tells you otherwise.
What do you do then?
Go against everything and everyone?
I guess sometimes you have to give up things,
I need to learn to do that.
I'm so not in happy mode right now.
I'm gonna have to SUPER pospone the enhacement of my twins.
School is lagging and I can't wait to see the day I finish.
I'm hurting financially.
I'm getting older in 6 days.
There's just alot going on right now.
I have been working out hard though.
The week Shawn was gone I really got to see some results.
I was working out for two hours, then dancing my butt off.
The pounds were melting away!
This week, a different story, still hitting the gym,
but with grandma cooking, forget eating healthy.
I'm sick! My throat hurts! Ouch!
I hope the weekend gets better.
Yesterday took Jamie to the mall so she could play with some kids.
She loved it.
I'm gonna miss her so much when she heads back to Miami.
I love getting home and having her run towards me.
I want to spend some time with Shawn.
I feel like we haven't seen each other in decades.
I wanted to talk to James.
I haven't been able to, not sure I should.
But I feel like he would be the perfect person to talk to right now.
Birthday plans are up in the air.
Vero is coming up on friday and I'm excited about that.
I spoke to karoly today,
she may not make it, since she has her real estate class.
Dannielle, has got a million things on her plate.
I truly doubt I'll be seeing her around.
I miss my friends. I miss being out and faded.