Let me be with you;

[namuo]

Comments

[lubli0tunez]

HELLO MARII! haha. u have such a nice LJ btw x] nothing like mine. I've been way to lazy to keep it up, but eventually...haha, it's ur ate btw. The one and only! lol~<3

AND, I didn't know Donho inspiries your style. haha, tis a fan's love i suppose? (That and Dongho really knows how to dress well for his age >.<)

FOOD Xp maybe it's just me and my Amercian pallete (I'm not even going to bother with checking on dictionary.com anymore. You know me well enuff by now to know what I mean when I do typo's, right? heh) but I don't like dishes that are...too filipino? Like the bitter melon and...COW TONGUE. YUCK!

LOL ^-^ I'm so RANDOM right now~<3

[namuo]

My LJ is not unique, haahaha. It's boring like ME. XD

Yes he does. He dresses nicely for a boy. Hehehe...so does Kevin. Ajajaja.

Too Filipino? xD Like sinigang and that bloody soup(dinuguan)? LOL, those are my favies btw, hehehe. EW. BITTER MELON AND COW TONGUE. EWWW. D:

[redl_ightdamage]

:DDDDD MARIII. ♥

jasdhjfasgfkas. It's okay hun. We can all love another hot boyband *cough*SHINee*cough* as long as we give moar love to our ultimate love *cough*U-Kiss*cough*. LOL. ANYWAY. If only you lived nearer to me, I could taste your cooking 24/7 (the muffin/cupcake looked delicious okay! D<) LOLOLOL. DONGHO INSPIRED YOUR FASHION SENSE? HAHAHA THAT'D BE NICE TO SEE. XD ♥♥

ILU. :D

[namuo]

LOLOLOL. I WEAR BOWTIES AND SUSPENDERS AT TIMES! I have a polo thats like, red plaid and my friend was like, 'YOU LOOK LIKE DONG HO!' :D
Kevin give me inspiration as well. OKAY. Weird how GUYS give me INSPIRATION TO DRESS, but alas I still dress feminine.

OMG. You know like high top shoes and stuff that SHINee always wears? Damn man, I want something like that! D: I shall ask for them for my b'day XDDDDD.

[redl_ightdamage]

LOLOL THAT SOUNDS LIKE SRSLY CUTE. XD ;___; *SQUISHES CHU*

I have those shoes. The ankle-high shoes SHINee loves to wear. I have 'em. XD XD XD Its so awesome, for sho. I love them. I cherish the shoes more than I cherish my own life. LMAO LMAO. 8DDD

[lemonadelemons]

Ah~ You're so cute~ *huggles* Aww I'd love ot have another dongsaeng~ I only have 2... er 3.... I dont really know. =.= The point is you're awesome~! U-Kiss FTW~!!!! Gahhhhh Friend? ^.^ You don't have to add back... you don't mind if I add you, do you?

[namuo]

LOL. Hello~ Dongsaeng? OKAY! I WOULDN'T MIND AT ALL! XD; Friend friend friend, we can be friends :D I added you back XD.

[kemaru_2904]

hello hello! this is me.. the weird-pairing girl (?)

lol!.. i love ur LJ... but specially your fics

*imagines Kevin as a stripper again, lol*

Kisses and take care =)

[namuo]

XDD. I'm in love with a stripper BWAHAHAHA.

[redl_ightdamage]

I've always been the last and it doesn't look like it will change anytime soon. I'll always be there for you but there are limits to everything. I should be used to this shit but sometimes it hurts. I have no heart, to be honest. I couldn't care less if people get hurt by my words or my actions be it my parents, family members or my friends. No matter how much i try to change, there isn't a point to it so why do I even bother.

I'm last all the time, no matter the situation. Everybody seems to be bored of me after some time, yeah, I get it. Even you. Consciously you can deny but subconsciously, whether you've realized it or not, part of you is already bored of me.

Like I said before, I only appear when everybody else disappears. It's my job to be the last resort and I acknowledge that.

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I'm only commenting here because your PM option is disabled. Genius.

[namuo]

But how would you ever know what people feel, even with all the things they're saying that you really aren't the last resort? There could be a whole list of people I say that I do not ever want to talk to, and even if I'm holding conversations in universal ways, do not tell me that I would assume that you're the last resort and I would reply to you last.

Would it be the same with you? Would you get bored of me? I feel like I bore everyone I talk to when they don't give me a reply. I'm sitting here, thinking, "Maybe...I'm just bothering them, and they're much more into something outside our conversation".

So, if I'm the last to reply, of course I fucking think, I'm just someone they're talking to that really isn't s important as whatever else they're doing.

Alright. If you're still angered, you are angry. I am serious to my word when I say that I still want our friendship to be there. I know you know that, and I know I'm a stupid fuck for not having the PM option abled. I'm born with no brains, even if people deny it all.

[redl_ightdamage]

I've been through this a million times, I think I can tell the difference. I'm not an idiot, we're both no idiots here. People try to be subtle, but of course it just fails all the time when it comes to this matter. I'm not deaf and I'm not blind. I can hear and I see that everything about it tells me I'm the last resort. I may not excel in studies but I'm not fucking idiot when it comes to this shit because I've been through fucking hell when it comes to these kind of problems

[namuo]

That last part was something I was hoping to hear. I cry of happiness because I feel like it's okay, in a fucking weird sense.

I'll give it a go and WILL pay attention to conversations more. Detail-orientation is needed, I'm somewhat guessing here?

For your eye, damping your eye with a warm cloth for 30 minutes, or get a hot compressor. Cold compressors are also suggested too. A hot bath might help it or eye drops.

Don't drink/take in any sort of caffeine for the day, since it also might trigger it to stay or something.

I abled the PM option...Fine, we all have brains but I think I'm actually using mine this time.