and life goes on
my one great fear is being unable to have a lifelong friend because when i get too close, all i do is pull away. this is why i keep my distance. i am trying to fix this.
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im not doing so well right now. im lovesick and i hate myself for it. i never knew the struggle between love and hate was such a vicious fight. i've read about it. i've seen movies about it. but shit. the two feelings are just so strong i dont know how to control either of them. i feel so unsteady with everything. i feel like i dont have a hold on anything palpable anymore.
all i want is to be loved fiercely.
but i guess its a lot to ask.
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light my lantern. quench my thirst. you’re the best, baby. i’m the worst.
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im not doing so well right now. im lovesick and i hate myself for it. i never knew the struggle between love and hate was such a vicious fight. i've read about it. i've seen movies about it. but shit. the two feelings are just so strong i dont know how to control either of them. i feel so unsteady with everything. i feel like i dont have a hold on anything palpable anymore.
all i want is to be loved fiercely.
but i guess its a lot to ask.
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light my lantern. quench my thirst. you’re the best, baby. i’m the worst.