a random randomness
haiz
another entry in the same day :))
some pple tell me to live in reality, dont go off in some dream land of manga and anime
i just laugh them off
since i know too well that i just cant be able to live that way
why? you may ask
the answer is somewhat simple
i cant just face reality with so much stress, pressure and cruelty with my hyper sensitivity
each and every details or maybe just some random saying may leave tremendous impact on me
makes me thinking and contemplating over and over again
thus i need some perfect fantasy place to refresh myself
to keep me bright and lively
to make me feel some attachment towards
it's damn sad
i have no one other than my family who i dont want to burden to turn to
i used to think i have some to seek shelter of
but i guess i'm wrong then
i dont have and never have =.=
haha life is damn sad and cruel
you just have to be all strong and independent coz no one would give you some peace and tranquility without any price
the more you long for those shelter, the more you may get hurt
in the end, it's you and only you alone
thus, stand for yourself
time passes and pple will all change
no one remains by your side if you dont give them anything
thus, let me still keep this fantasy world accompanied
or else i just may break myself into pieces
i'm not really balanced as i appear to be
so let me hide myself in this unrealistic world some time
....
dear me
you can just become all cruel and indifference you want
all selfish and irresponsible you want
cause you're on your own dear
no one ... no one would ever give you shelter you know
thus, just be all egoistic and keep this cold heart frozen so that you never would get hurt
poor you little girl, you dont have anyone to cling on you know
so be strong dear
you can ...at least follow your fantastic ephemeral dreams you know
another entry in the same day :))
some pple tell me to live in reality, dont go off in some dream land of manga and anime
i just laugh them off
since i know too well that i just cant be able to live that way
why? you may ask
the answer is somewhat simple
i cant just face reality with so much stress, pressure and cruelty with my hyper sensitivity
each and every details or maybe just some random saying may leave tremendous impact on me
makes me thinking and contemplating over and over again
thus i need some perfect fantasy place to refresh myself
to keep me bright and lively
to make me feel some attachment towards
it's damn sad
i have no one other than my family who i dont want to burden to turn to
i used to think i have some to seek shelter of
but i guess i'm wrong then
i dont have and never have =.=
haha life is damn sad and cruel
you just have to be all strong and independent coz no one would give you some peace and tranquility without any price
the more you long for those shelter, the more you may get hurt
in the end, it's you and only you alone
thus, stand for yourself
time passes and pple will all change
no one remains by your side if you dont give them anything
thus, let me still keep this fantasy world accompanied
or else i just may break myself into pieces
i'm not really balanced as i appear to be
so let me hide myself in this unrealistic world some time
....
dear me
you can just become all cruel and indifference you want
all selfish and irresponsible you want
cause you're on your own dear
no one ... no one would ever give you shelter you know
thus, just be all egoistic and keep this cold heart frozen so that you never would get hurt
poor you little girl, you dont have anyone to cling on you know
so be strong dear
you can ...at least follow your fantastic ephemeral dreams you know